baby dont go

its all my fucking fault.

today was a fairytale..

& so you held my hand, the stars were out - they were so pretty but boy you're what anything is ever about;

day 1 to the heartbreak

i traced the outline you made in bed
&captured every notion of your sleeping gait
i teared as we lay, so far apart
yet no further than your very heart.

detachment of your touch raze me asunder
looking into your eyes,i found no answer
your fluctuation teases like a slow suicide
anguish fills an abyss that hurts inside

my heart's all out cold at your backdoor
melancholy drowns with the silence it draws
mirthless rain rubbed your touch away
&doused memories that faded to grey.

i gazed at the emptiness between my fingers
held on to the memory of your hand that lingers
as the last wisps of your love enervated
the destitution within me dissipated

when i turn to watch you go.. i'd wish you know i love you so

they try to pull me away but im in love with you

QUACK! says the bird/duck.


Amber tan shi qi is working! can you believe it? Quaint little restaurant at Beauty World, Bukit Timah. Come visit me ok? :D


Snaps of dinner at the restaurant:



I feel like im a Filipino maid after washing dishes the size of mount everest & sweeping/mopping the whole place. I dont do that at home! But working there has its perks. I get to eat yummy food for free :D

( and even take as much side dish as i want ♥ )




Saw this cute monkey at the bus stop while on the way to work! :D

the poor thing is hungry. i'll bring my pear and see if its still around tomorrow!


After working for so long i feel like i've been away from civilization for eons. I forgot how it feels like to slack at home and dota. ;(

and i probably forgot what is "Movie". I can't wait for TGIF. please come. I have now developed a fear for basins and wiping of tables.

Are you guys slacking your asses off? *Envies

Stroke my willie, judge!

♥