{ im giving up.
everything.
because you screwed it up. }
&ILOVEYOU, was said too much. we became deaf to it. it became our hello&goodbye. it became our sorrys, our every word, our excuse, our escape, our reasons, our problems, our blinded denial.
&ILOVEYOU, was said too much. it lost its meaning, we no longer remembered how it should feel like to hear them. our hearts are like the walking dead, desolate of emotions, betrayed by its very desire.
&ILOVEYOU, was said too much. we paid too much, we struggled too long. that ILOVEYOU, was not our buoy anymore, but an anchor weighing us down. and ILOVEYOU, it became a fear, three words i dreaded to hear, for it attaches itself to me like a sin, playing my conscience out like a hollow shell.; feeding on my guilty heart. and ILOVEYOU, it made me cry, first it was for happiness, i dont deny. but now, your ILOVEYOU is hatred, its a habit for its said too much. your ILOVEYOU, is now patronized by hatred, your vengeful heart.
&ILOVEYOU, was said too much. boy, everytime you say your ILOVEYOUs, i forgot how to smile, forgot how to cry. my face is a painted portrait, inscrutable- too tired to carry on.
}have you forgotten., everything that i wanted?
