Monday, September 01, 2008
delayed!
i know the spammers have been pretty entertaining for a bit, to make up for my lack of update. talk about right timings! :D
anyway, thanks to all the people who are reading my blog. esp eugene and meng, its a pleasant surprise :P
okay, loves to everyone. see you soon! ;D
Friday, August 22, 2008
i have written loads of poems and stories, but i kept them in books and never showed it to anyone. ( cuz they are childish and silly. )
anyway, i hope that if you enjoy it please spread the word CUZ i wanna be famous like celeste chen or XIA XUE. ( sarcastics* )
Okay,. Amid praises, i have stuffs like :
" why you go lower your English to suit the average crowd? "
( where got? is i too long nv write please. im rusty ;/ )
" i am only here to enjoy your rich vocabulary"
( which totally contradicts the first comment!?!! and am i to be happy or sad?)
" interesting pictures, but storyline is boring and predictive. "
( like, its only chapter 1 and you are speculating. its not a crime, but BORING is a wrong word. )
"what is RP? "
( this shows that some don't pay attention while reading! i stated its long form clearly in the story! )
"i am only looking at pictures, lazy to read. "
( wtf! then if i dont put pictures no one will read at all la?!?! )
What man! *runs around crazily and bangs head on against the wall.
OKAY, im so naggy but before we start, please DO NOT come telling me stuffs like "Amber you damn horny leh " or that kind of shit. If you feel uncomfortable looking at pics of pixelated nudes, just dont look lor!
S S X chapter o2;
previously:
M1ndkiller: So, i'll see you in 5 days time yeah? No backing out! I took an ss of what you proposed. :)
EnervationofLOVE: Why so serious? well fine. i won't take back what i say. Im better than you, anyway!
M1ndkiller: Heh. Girls will be girls.
M1ndkiller has logged off
What a freak. I thought to myself.
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I rolled my eyes, even tho no one was watching. I minimized the programs and leaned back against the chair, getting lost staring at the photo of Eric and me at the desktop background. An AOL chat box maximised to my view.
She's so sw...: It's not the only shopping mall with such stuffs okay.?!
Sub: Hello darling
I sat down in the tub, my mind relaxed. The scent of peaches makes me feel incredibly sexy.. and naughty. I lathered myself, feeling the water against my naked skin. I tilted my head back and leaned against the tub. The water rushed against my nipples in the commotion. I cupped my breasts in hand, giving them a slow massage. My stomach growled. I need dinner.
I gave my hair a good wash, then showered off the bubbles. And stood up to towel myself dry. I gave a huge sigh. I think that's where all my electricity bills go to. 500+ Simoleons! i cant believe it. The bathroom smells lovely, though.
I just felt like wearing something kinky tonight. I've never worn such stuffs for anyone except for Eric. I finished dinner, and lounged on the couch. The tv is on, but my mind is somewhere else. The cool air of the night surrounds me and goosebumps rose on my skin. I thought of the naughty moments I had with Eric, and realised i'd wet myself.
I rubbed my thighs against each other gently. The wetness at my nether region is driving me delirious. I pictured Eric at my thighs, working magic with his tongue and fingers. As i fantasized, my heart increased in its beat, pounding hard against my chest.
I reached down, my hand rubbing against the damp cotton-hemp panty. My body tensed, relaxed, and tensed up again. My labia widened in excitement. I dipped my fingers at the vulva. My fingers were wet and glistened in the light. I licked my fingers. The raw taste lingers in my mouth, rushing up to my brain like a brain freeze.
I rubbed my nipples, caressing my breasts affectionately. I closed my eyes, letting such passion overwhelm me. My body trembled in ecstasy. My thighs are soaking wet, dripping onto the couch. I feel hot, hotter with every breath i take. I progressed down south, removing my undergarment. The thought of being in the nude alone in the house excites me.
I sat upright, legs apart. I inserted and withdrew my finger, picking up rhythm. The momentum is enough to kill me. I let out a soft moan, my head tilted up in euphoria. With my free hand, I stimulated the clitoris, rubbing against the dewy mound, the coarse friction spurs me on. I felt my orgasm meter building up fast. Lust took control of me, as i shook in sheer delight. I inserted another finger. The feeling got stronger, and bolder. At that moment, the sounds of my juice overpowered the Tv. I increased the speed of my hand.
I frowned and winced in delirium. It felt so good. My body arched in tension. I groped my breast hard. My nipples brushed against my palm. The sensation was too much to bear. My G spot throbbed uncontrollably. I let out a gasp of shock. I reached the zenith of pleasure. My body stood rigid as juice flowed out from within, my walls contracting and relaxing in a flurry. I sat down stunned and my mind blank, staring at the tv, catching my breath.
I went to clean up, and the damp spot on the couch as well. I wouldn't want my father to sit there and wonder where i got the stain from. It was past ten. And i was tired. It's been long since i got tired from pleasure. I offed the tv, and dropped into a deep slumber.
I woke up with the sun shining at my face. I looked at the calender. WHAT! My vacation is left with 1 more month. I stretched. And noticed what I'm wearing. I thought of the rendevous i had with myself last night and let out a schoolgirl- giggle. I washed up, and got changed for some yoga. I had suddenly remembered that my father's paying me a visit,- tomorrow. I certainly need to relief some stress. I took a deep breath, my body in a synchronised balance. Ahh, the bamboo trees behind me smells fresh. I want to have a furry companion someday. But not one which scratches my beloved bamboos like Mellissa's cat.
Tears welled up in my eyes. I looked up, to prevent them from falling. I dont want the feeling of anguish and emptiness. Not now. I urged my mind to digress. Oh yes, my dad. I need to clean up the house! I shot up from the grass, scaring off some birds in the process. But procrastination won over my mind. I went into my study room and turned on the computer.
I logged into S S X and decided to be kinky online too. I chose a naughty schoolgirl outfit, and changed my hair into two harmless looking plaits. HAHA! I laughed at the screen. I went to Channel 1, as usual. M1ndkiller was online.
Buddy chat:
M1ndkiller: COME VS ME, hurry! i at HOF ( heart of frost ) alrd.
EnervationofLOVE: wtf? nah, i'll pass.
M1ndkiller: Are you afraid?
EnervationofLOVE: YES, im damn afraid!
M1ndkiller: Just come! biatch, stop wasting my time.
EnervationofLOVE: fuck off!
M1ndkiller: No, you fuck HERE.
EnervationofLOVE: Lmao, now that humored me. Give me a while.
I thought about how M1ndkiller will react when he sees my outfit and laughed again.
Luz Vs Oscuridad: ( PvP, 1v1 DELUXE map 05.01 ver )
Luz: M1ndkiller
Oscuridad: EnervationofLOVE
The battle began, and it was ferocious. I wonder if M1ndkiller enjoys bullying females in real life. He used his ultimum on me, and got a double kill. One from my reincarnation, one from my immortality orb, both in 5 seconds flat. He backstabbed me from behind! crafty, but undeniably clever.
Game chat:
EnervationofLOVE: eh do you need to be so fierce?!
M1ndkiller: Only to people like you :]
EnervationofLOVE: _l_
{MARQUEE} Dear players, SSX is launching an urgent maintenence in (1) minutes time. Please log off to ensure minimal risk of rollback and glitches. Sorry for inconvience caused. {/MARQUEE}
M1ndkiller: WTH! i was about to pawn your ass. ZZZ.
EnervationofLOVE: Good timing. I'm going to log out. see you! ;D
M1ndkiller: Add me in AOL. id= {diamondcult}
EnervationofLOVE: Why should i add you?
M1ndkiller: K, i add you. What's yours?
Before i could type, the Game crashed. We were automatically logged out.
I pondered. Should i add him? What for man. But well. Just add. ;/ what harm can it do?
DiamondCult has came online
DiamondCul.: What time will you be at the carnival?
She's so Sw..: Not too sure. Afternoon i guess.
DiamondCul.: Are you afraid of being pawned? *smiles*
She's so Sw..: What the fuck! what do you think?
DiamondCul.: I certainly think you are 'fraid.
She's so Sw..: Can't be bothered! I'm going for a bathe. See you later. We'll play again. This time, I WILL PWN YOU. *evil smile*
She's so Sweet with her get back stare has set her status to Busy.
Daddy is a clean freak. He will faint upon seeing my messy living room and the unpruned plants. Argh. I took out shears and started pruning. And i hate weeds! I have to bend down, and some are really tough to pull off. Talk about eradication. I want to hire a gardener! Hopefully he'll be someone hunky. Its time to cajole daddy to increase my allowance. I got up, stretched my back. And thought aloud to myself " hmm. i want a dog. "
I was lazy to cook. I spent 3 god damn hours fixing up the kitchen. I don't want to dirty it by frying fish. But i couldn't resist my sudden craving for fish and chips. Thus i ordered a delivery. I sat down in front of the computer, relishing every bit of the greasy but delicious dinner. SSX has finished its maintenence, and i downloaded the new Patch. I looked at the chat box of M1ndkiller's. He has gone offline. Great! Time for me to hone my skills without the interference of egoistic males.
By 9pm, i've already won a couple of games. I twirled my hair excitedly. Then i suddenly realised that its blonde. "CRAP". I yelled at myself. Im surprised by the deafening echos of my own voice. Dad will freak out upon seeing his brunette daughter dyeing her hair a sickening blonde color. He thinks that all blondes are dumb. I'd better do something. I called up my friend, who is currently studying in a Cosmetology course.
" PLEASEEEEE HELP ME!!! " I cajoled and pleaded flirtatiously.
" OKAY FINE! Wait for me. " He relented. I gave myself a pat on the back. Guys.
Craigven entered my house sporting a strikingly loud mohawk and in his sweatshirt. Talk about the weirdness of hairdressers. I will never understand.
"Make me normal please craig! and decent enough to face my dad. "
"A dye and some straightening will do the trick. It'll leave you looking MATURED. "
He raised his eyebrow suggestively.
"Damn, you are not helping! " I chuckled heartily.
He showed me the mirror. And it's perfect. I feel more matured already! Now i look more like myself. Craigven put his stuffs away, then got up to preach.
" Dearie, I know im naggy but.. "
" I know craig. I'm trying. I need time. "
" I will introduce someone to you! I swear! "
" Its not like no one wants me! "
" I dont care. Ok my mind is set. See you dear! hope things goes well tomorrow with dad. "
Craig gave me a hug and left. Left my mind reeling with atrociousity and tension about tomorrow.
I changed into my sleepwear, and slid under the duvet. I dont want to think about it! I have a sudden flashback. It has been long seen I last saw Daddy. I wonder if he's still as charming as ever. Gee. I miss him. I closed my eyes, and drifted off to sleep.
I washed up, and prepared tea. But my chocolate sponge cake kind of suck. I changed into some thing more decent and less scanty. I wouldn't want him to rant. I glanced at the clock. Okay good, I still have 1 hour to spare. I brought the newspaper in and started reading.
" FISH IN TAIWAN FRIED ONLY AT THE BODY TO ENSURE FRESHNESS. CAN STILL GAP FOR AIR EVEN WHEN SERVED ON THE PLATTER "
what the hell. that's sick. What's wrong with the world nowadays? I shrugged at the thought of the things they called delicacy. Like fresh monkey brains and sharksfin. *Drizzle
I heard rain pittering against the window panes. It's raining!
I gazed at the sky. It's overcast and drabby. It seems like a storm is brewing. So much for a cheerful meet-my-dad session. I guess Daddy will be late. I shall use the time to tidy up abit more. My living room still looks untidy.
I started dusting under my television set and emptying out the drawers. Then i found a photo album of long ago. I cleaned up, relaxed on my couch. But i thought twice. I know i will be upset upon seeing the photos. But my heart yearns to see his face, even if it's just a printed photo paper. They are the photos Eric and I took when we first bought a photo editor. My, he drew alot of lame crap on the photos.
I dried my eyes and got up. Trying not to scrutinize the woman, I put on a smile and walked towards the main door.
I frowned at Dad, giving him the WHO-THE-HELL-IS-THIS face. He pretended to be oblivious to it. I pouted and opened the door grudgingly.
As i approached the door, from the look of menace on her face, I know that she's no normal woman. ( and she's blonde. wth!?! )
end of chapter 2, comments please! and yes, the dumb blondes are inspired by the spammer on my tagboard :D cheers!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
longpost w/ sims and lame pictures
As we all know, voting isn't kept a secret. And the answer speaks for itself as we can see from the tagboard. But of course some votes came in by msn, so now, i proudly announce the WINNER OF THE CONTEST IS!#^&*^!!?! :
*drum rolls damn loudly.
GOES TO DAVE because... ITS DAMN BIAS
( cuz of jw wh and their friends who vote for him cuz he was their SIR )
and his prize will be a plate of spagetti with succulent fresh scallops and prawns, served in a spicy aglio olio style. which is of course, cooked by me :)
GOOD RIGHT? but as the host, i felt that the nicest one in my opinion goes to NICK's.
so he gets A KISS FROM ME :D heehee
The other contestants will get ONE PCKT of tissue each, as suggested by DENNIS! :D
okay anyway, the post hasn't even really started. BUT IM TELLING YOU, THIS IS A SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY LONG POST
because, after publishing my PoH ( Prime of Hatred ) chapters, which i gave up halfway due to laziness, i've decided to continue a story which i wrote a long time ago, when i was in secondary school :O and this time, i am going to include illustrations, all proudly made by SIMS2, so pardon me for strange glitches and flaws in the pictures.
Go shee shee first!. Here goes-
HELLO I AM A BREAD MAN :D *smiles onionly at you with chilly eyes.
Its made by Jian Liang ( aka Frost ) on his birthday! God damn, he is 20 and still so childish!
( Famous cheesecake by NEWYORKNEWYORK, found at marina square. I bought it only cuz THE BARTENDER LOOKS FUCKING CUTE, LIKE CHESTER OMG *faints. )
ya i know, you are not looking at us, you are staring at the candle cuz its so bright >.>
ANYWAY, this is for NICK DEAR, who has absolutely no idea about art-
This, is a COLOR wheel. ( an ugly one )While this, is a nicer one ;D man, i DO have art genes. HAHAHAHA
Anyway, this shot is taken just to spite dave and frost. THE SUPER FRIENDLY NEON TRIANGLE NOOB PLATE! then fion sees this and laugh for sure!
*thinks about the incident where dave stopped his car right in front of the traffic light which is also a lane for turning in cars. like LITERALLY STOP. for 2mins, causing a traffic jam at the back. but because the cars at the back saw his noob plate, they are nice enough to just patiently wait for their turn to cut into another lane.
*thinks about another time when he was behind a bus which was at the bus stop waiting for people to alight and board and that he waited with the bus >.>
anyway this is for my dear dennis, a rolling stones tshirt and yummy pink socks i bought from online shopping :D lovely isn't it.!
then i have a fetish for my pink socks! i took many pictures of them! *laughs bimbotically.
Pardon my fat thighs.
Yawns. before i launch into my cheesy love story, take a look at some food! it MAY perk you up. maybe only my plate. This disgusting uber messy potato raped plate of teriyaki chicken belongs to Nick.
This lovely plate is mine, a chunky slice portion of grilled salmon. All these can be found at Bugis, a branch opened by JACK'S PLACE. ( as you can see from the potato. )
OKAY, its story telling time! I SWEAR TO GOD AND MY BOOBS, that i will DEFINATELY, FINISH THIS STORY.! if not my boobies will shrink from Acup to -negativeA!
omg. i take that back. ;/
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S S X chapter o.10:
( EDITED VERSION, for non gamers *rid of much gaming jargon )
The drive. His shaggy blond hair emerged from the car. He gave a grin. and took off. I watched as the car sped off into the pitch blackness of the night. I had a bad feeling. Maybe i shouldnt have said i was hungry. maybe..
The crash. Blood. Blood was flowing profusely. I saw that boy's arm. He was crushed under the two cars. I didn't want to know what happened. I don't want to know why.
I dragged him out. Dialled for ambulance and police. My mind was blank. I felt my heart breaking. I wanted to cry. I saw his blood, all over my hands. soaking through his shirt. Everywhere. His face was wincing in immense pain. I wished I could take the pain away.
Help arrived. I could only stare blankly. On the ambulance ride, i held that boy's hand tightly. It was weak and lifeless. I don't want to let go. I was afraid. Afraid that it would be the last time i get to see his face and touch his hands.
I sat beside him for countless nights, praying for him to come round from his coma. His face was covered with bruises and cuts. Tears couldn't stop flowing down my cheeks. many moments, i felt that i'd lost him completely. i threw myself at him, my body shaking with anguish. my heart shatters and shatters again. i hate him. hate him for bringing me through this cruel torment.
The morgue. That boy, he didn't pull through. He'd left me all alone in this world. leaving me alone to pick up all the pieces of my broken heart. One by one, the doctors left the room. Waiting for my decision to cremete his body...
I cried, and cried, and cried. I lunged at his cold body, and inhaled the solemn smell of death. My mind pounced at all directions. I don't know which way to go.
ARGH. I shot up from my bed. Its the same nightmare again. My cheeks are wet and my camisole is soaked. I was crying in my sleep. It has been so long. But i still couldn't get over Eric. I looked at the empty side of the bed and sighed. It has been untouched for 2 years. Today is his death anniversary. And also our 3 years anniversary. Such coincidence.
I lumbered into the bathroom. The touch of cool metal tingles my skin. Water gushes out, cold and refreshing. But i yearn for his touch, i yearn for love. And he was every single defination of it. Argh. I have to stop thinking of him.
And i did. As i swiftly prepared my favorite chef's salad, i thought about the online game SSX. God, mum will be hopping mad to know her daughter moved out to Canada not to only to study but also to be crazily engrossed in some silly little online game. but of course, that game was just something to thwart my stupid little brain from thinking of Eric.
Oh god. Im thinking of him again. Tears tumbled down my cheeks. I tossed my greens angrily. Eric used to love my salad.
I bit into the lettuce. and thought about SSX. The major developers are hosting a global carnival right here in Canada. Oh lucky me. The many months of following the game faithfully has earned me a prestigious rank in the global listing. The prize for winning the 3 rounds in the carnival is a gorgeous Lexus in Chic black. That's just what i need for myself after getting a driving license. A few days of intense honing of skills should make it an easy feat.
I finished up the salad, and looked across the living room tentatively. So empty, destitute of life.
Flashbacks haunt me in my mind. Memories run amok. I trailed my fingers along the edges of the velvety couch. And thought about how Eric would cuddle me in his arms. The scent of his body, his aftershave, his jersey, still runs fresh in the living room. As though he is still there. I looked around the room. Every single tile on the floor, every object, is evocative of Eric. I resent fate, for tearing us apart.
I shrugged off the feeling of gloom. But it takes a short lenity leave and comes back again, weighing my heart down. Argh. I placed the plate in the dishwasher and steered into my study room, and activated the quick launch to SSX.
My ign is freaking emo. It says "enervationofLOVE" I entered Quasimo channel 1. And customised my costume. The gold i earn in my games are more than ample to cover my fetish for having a new costume everyday. I entered the Main Globe. There are 32 pending buddy requests. I sieved through them. Pfft. Alot of male igns. I bet they are fat,ugly desperate horny guys.
PvP arena 2, Heart Of frost. I entered the arena. And the game of 6 started promptly. Tapping my toes lightheartedly, i viewed the players profile gingerly. A PvP game consists of 3 players against 3. Every kill gives Reputation points (rp, something like fame) , exp and gold. The battle is won when one team reaches 50 kills. The game map is highly tricky, for advanced players only.
Luz vs Oscuridad ( light vs dark )
Luz : Cut4love, bubblefresh, M1ndkiller
Oscuridad : Rubberduck13, siliconeSoup, EnervationofLOVE
The game was heating up intensively. The score was 47-48.
Then something happened which made me furious. I entered god mode, which was my ultimum. ( God mode allows me to not take in any damage, but with a 5% repel of the damage onto opponent. It can last till my Mana points runs out. )
I activated invisiblium and all 3 of us pounced onto M1ndkiller, who was alone and fighting monsters to gain EXP and Gold. There was a sudden lag, which was probably caused by Rubberduck13, who was hosting. M1ndkiller lagged by 3 seconds, and used his skill on me instead. But the damages are repelled by my god mode, and he was finished in 5seconds flat.
Agitated, the opponents started to complain, saying that the kill was unfair due to the fatal lag which robbed M1ndkiller of the 3 crucial seconds. But of course, my team was displeased. So then the game was paused and an arguement ensued.
Rubberduck13: whaddaya tink he is? he woulda died with or without the 3 secs. it's just about longer struggle or a swit finish, dudes.
bubblefresh: fuk off biatches. we merely want a rollback of 15mins, ain't alot ya?
( a rollback means a rewind of the game. reverting it to the condition it was like 15mins earlier )
M1ndkiller: Yeah man, that 3 seconds could have allowed bubble to warp over to pawn your asses.
Siliconsoup: Enervate was on her god mode, dumbass. Even if all 3 of u cum ovr, he's still gon die.
M1ndkiller: Shut up! You won't know. Bubble had his items JUST to counter godmode. It's just
15 pathetic minutes. it wouldn't hurt.
Cut4love: lmao. kids, probably, worried that 15mins will cost you your victory isn't it?
Rubberduck13: Hah, whaddaya dudes take me for? I was fully aware that Cut4love learnt the wrong skill which was a disadvantage to the team, thus the rollback could prevent that eh? nubs. pish.
I tapped my fingers on my keyboard impatiently. Bunch of fools! wasting my freaking time.
EnervationofLOVE: Hey m1ndkiller, go fuck yourself, its just one kill. if you are truly good then
victory goes to you guys ultimately. so why so petty about it?
M1ndkiller: WTF? stfu bitch. no one's asking for your opinion.
EnervationofLOVE: so you think you're great? Come for the Carnival! if you beat me hands down, i'll offer a global apology and offer you 50 RP- no qualms.
M1ndkiller: Lawl. we have a deal then.
We won, in the end. But i was hestitating about what i said. I looked at the scoreboard and M1ndkiller sure had good frag. He added me in buddy. God, he seems serious about the deal. Well, that gives me a better reason to win that freaking competition.
Private message from M1ndkiller to EnervationofLOVE :
M1ndkiller: So, i'll see you in 5 days time yeah? No backing out! I took an ss of what you proposed. :)
EnervationofLOVE: Why so serious? well fine. i won't take back what i say. Im better than you, anyway!
M1ndkiller: Heh. Girls will be girls.
M1ndkiller has logged offWhat a freak. I thought to myself.
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Okay end of chapter one! ITS SO OMFG MAPLE+DOTA INFLUENCED, i cant believe i wrote such lame crap when i was young >.> Comments please. its 6.36 am in the morning and im about to die. BYE GUYS :D