Note from author, which is me : Hello loves, i am really happy that i see such nice response, even tho i have silent readers, but i am glad to see that my blog counter has took a big leap. :)
i have written loads of poems and stories, but i kept them in books and never showed it to anyone. ( cuz they are childish and silly. )

anyway, i hope that if you enjoy it please spread the word CUZ i wanna be famous like celeste chen or XIA XUE. ( sarcastics* )

Okay,. Amid praises, i have stuffs like :

" why you go lower your English to suit the average crowd? "
( where got? is i too long nv write please. im rusty ;/ )
" i am only here to enjoy your rich vocabulary"
( which totally contradicts the first comment!?!! and am i to be happy or sad?)
" interesting pictures, but storyline is boring and predictive. "
( like, its only chapter 1 and you are speculating. its not a crime, but BORING is a wrong word. )
"what is RP? "
( this shows that some don't pay attention while reading! i stated its long form clearly in the story! )
"i am only looking at pictures, lazy to read. "
( wtf! then if i dont put pictures no one will read at all la?!?! )

What man! *runs around crazily and bangs head on against the wall.
OKAY, im so naggy but before we start, please DO NOT come telling me stuffs like "Amber you damn horny leh " or that kind of shit. If you feel uncomfortable looking at pics of pixelated nudes, just dont look lor!


S S X chapter o2;


previously:

M1ndkiller: So, i'll see you in 5 days time yeah? No backing out! I took an ss of what you proposed. :)

EnervationofLOVE: Why so serious? well fine. i won't take back what i say. Im better than you, anyway!

M1ndkiller: Heh. Girls will be girls.
M1ndkiller has logged off

What a freak. I thought to myself.

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I rolled my eyes, even tho no one was watching. I minimized the programs and leaned back against the chair, getting lost staring at the photo of Eric and me at the desktop background. An AOL chat box maximised to my view.

"Coffeestains " has given you a nudge.

Coffeestains: R UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU THERE?

She's so sw...: Yes my dear. What's up.

Coffeestains: I have been driving along the place where, u know, Eric met with that mischap.

She's so sw...: Uh huh and?

Coffeestains: Nothing much, just that there's this shopping mall there which is amazing.

She's so sw...: : / Then what's there to tell me about?

Coffeestains: I just want u to know that it's time to move on. Then are u going to avoid that place for like, forever?

She's so sw...: Im not avoiding it. There's just no need for me to shop there!.

Coffeestains: There u have it, always putting on this facade of oblivion and false bravery. They have stuffs u will want to know about.

She's so sw...: Ha. Tell me about it.

Coffeestains: They have all the boutiques u can ever dream of, Ben&Jerry, the food, arcades, cinemas, and yes a lanshop with your silly game in it :D

She's so sw...: It's not the only shopping mall with such stuffs okay.?!

Coffeestains: Just take it as u r going out with me k?

She's so sw...: You are doing it on purpose. I really..

Coffeestains: Dont u dare reject me. U GOTTA WAKE UP.

She's so sw...: OKAY OKAY. WE'LL SEE WHEN WE'RE BOTH FREE!

I grimaced at what i just typed to Melissa. I squinted at the setting sun. Its time for a bath and dinner. I was about to get up when a pop up notified me of a new email.

I couldn't believe my eyes.

from: valerie max_george
Sub: Hello darling

Hey sugar pie, I'll be dropping by to pay you a visit for afternoon tea. Do prepare some snacks will you? And take note, its two days from now! See you soon, my bunny girl.

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Its my dad. and he's coming. NO way. I want to bang my head against the wall. Its time for some clean up frenzy. And what the fuck am i supposed to cook? Okay, i feel lost and i need some sense of direction. And the sun is blinding me. I need a bubbly bath.

I took off my clothes and prepared the bath. I rummaged through the toiletries shelf and took out a bottle of "Victoria Secret. Super sexy peach bubbles ". I poured it generously into the bath tub. In a moment, the tub is filled, looking bubbly and alluring. I tested the water with my toes. The pure warmness of the water spreads from my toes to my head. My nipples stood erected upon such a welcoming heat.

I sat down in the tub, my mind relaxed. The scent of peaches makes me feel incredibly sexy.. and naughty. I lathered myself, feeling the water against my naked skin. I tilted my head back and leaned against the tub. The water rushed against my nipples in the commotion. I cupped my breasts in hand, giving them a slow massage. My stomach growled. I need dinner.

I gave my hair a good wash, then showered off the bubbles. And stood up to towel myself dry. I gave a huge sigh. I think that's where all my electricity bills go to. 500+ Simoleons! i cant believe it. The bathroom smells lovely, though.

I just felt like wearing something kinky tonight. I've never worn such stuffs for anyone except for Eric. I finished dinner, and lounged on the couch. The tv is on, but my mind is somewhere else. The cool air of the night surrounds me and goosebumps rose on my skin. I thought of the naughty moments I had with Eric, and realised i'd wet myself.

I rubbed my thighs against each other gently. The wetness at my nether region is driving me delirious. I pictured Eric at my thighs, working magic with his tongue and fingers. As i fantasized, my heart increased in its beat, pounding hard against my chest.

I reached down, my hand rubbing against the damp cotton-hemp panty. My body tensed, relaxed, and tensed up again. My labia widened in excitement. I dipped my fingers at the vulva. My fingers were wet and glistened in the light. I licked my fingers. The raw taste lingers in my mouth, rushing up to my brain like a brain freeze.

I rubbed my nipples, caressing my breasts affectionately. I closed my eyes, letting such passion overwhelm me. My body trembled in ecstasy. My thighs are soaking wet, dripping onto the couch. I feel hot, hotter with every breath i take. I progressed down south, removing my undergarment. The thought of being in the nude alone in the house excites me.


I sat upright, legs apart. I inserted and withdrew my finger, picking up rhythm. The momentum is enough to kill me. I let out a soft moan, my head tilted up in euphoria. With my free hand, I stimulated the clitoris, rubbing against the dewy mound, the coarse friction spurs me on. I felt my orgasm meter building up fast. Lust took control of me, as i shook in sheer delight. I inserted another finger. The feeling got stronger, and bolder. At that moment, the sounds of my juice overpowered the Tv. I increased the speed of my hand.

I frowned and winced in delirium. It felt so good. My body arched in tension. I groped my breast hard. My nipples brushed against my palm. The sensation was too much to bear. My G spot throbbed uncontrollably. I let out a gasp of shock. I reached the zenith of pleasure. My body stood rigid as juice flowed out from within, my walls contracting and relaxing in a flurry. I sat down stunned and my mind blank, staring at the tv, catching my breath.


I went to clean up, and the damp spot on the couch as well. I wouldn't want my father to sit there and wonder where i got the stain from. It was past ten. And i was tired. It's been long since i got tired from pleasure. I offed the tv, and dropped into a deep slumber.

I woke up with the sun shining at my face. I looked at the calender. WHAT! My vacation is left with 1 more month. I stretched. And noticed what I'm wearing. I thought of the rendevous i had with myself last night and let out a schoolgirl- giggle. I washed up, and got changed for some yoga. I had suddenly remembered that my father's paying me a visit,- tomorrow. I certainly need to relief some stress. I took a deep breath, my body in a synchronised balance. Ahh, the bamboo trees behind me smells fresh. I want to have a furry companion someday. But not one which scratches my beloved bamboos like Mellissa's cat.

Its early autumn, and the leaves are falling. Its so beautiful, and so romantic in its amber and red colors - like the setting sun. I laid down amongst the scattered leaves, the carpet grass tickled me. A zephyr teased me, drying up my perspiration. I gazed at the endless stretch of green. I wondered where it ends. I thought about what Mellissa ( coffeestains ) said. But somehow, it seems so diffcult to let go of Eric. This is the 2nd autumn without him.

Tears welled up in my eyes. I looked up, to prevent them from falling. I dont want the feeling of anguish and emptiness. Not now. I urged my mind to digress. Oh yes, my dad. I need to clean up the house! I shot up from the grass, scaring off some birds in the process. But procrastination won over my mind. I went into my study room and turned on the computer.



I logged into S S X and decided to be kinky online too. I chose a naughty schoolgirl outfit, and changed my hair into two harmless looking plaits. HAHA! I laughed at the screen. I went to Channel 1, as usual. M1ndkiller was online.

Buddy chat:

M1ndkiller: COME VS ME, hurry! i at HOF ( heart of frost ) alrd.
EnervationofLOVE: wtf? nah, i'll pass.
M1ndkiller: Are you afraid?
EnervationofLOVE: YES, im damn afraid!
M1ndkiller: Just come! biatch, stop wasting my time.
EnervationofLOVE: fuck off!
M1ndkiller: No, you fuck HERE.
EnervationofLOVE: Lmao, now that humored me. Give me a while.

I thought about how M1ndkiller will react when he sees my outfit and laughed again.

Luz Vs Oscuridad: ( PvP, 1v1 DELUXE map 05.01 ver )

Luz: M1ndkiller
Oscuridad: EnervationofLOVE

The battle began, and it was ferocious. I wonder if M1ndkiller enjoys bullying females in real life. He used his ultimum on me, and got a double kill. One from my reincarnation, one from my immortality orb, both in 5 seconds flat. He backstabbed me from behind! crafty, but undeniably clever.

Game chat:

EnervationofLOVE: eh do you need to be so fierce?!
M1ndkiller: Only to people like you :]
EnervationofLOVE: _l_

{MARQUEE} Dear players, SSX is launching an urgent maintenence in (1) minutes time. Please log off to ensure minimal risk of rollback and glitches. Sorry for inconvience caused. {/MARQUEE}

M1ndkiller: WTH! i was about to pawn your ass. ZZZ.
EnervationofLOVE: Good timing. I'm going to log out. see you! ;D
M1ndkiller: Add me in AOL. id= {diamondcult}
EnervationofLOVE: Why should i add you?
M1ndkiller: K, i add you. What's yours?

Before i could type, the Game crashed. We were automatically logged out.

I pondered. Should i add him? What for man. But well. Just add. ;/ what harm can it do?

DiamondCult has came online

DiamondCul.: What time will you be at the carnival?

She's so Sw..: Not too sure. Afternoon i guess.

DiamondCul.: Are you afraid of being pawned? *smiles*

She's so Sw..: What the fuck! what do you think?

DiamondCul.: I certainly think you are 'fraid.

She's so Sw..: Can't be bothered! I'm going for a bathe. See you later. We'll play again. This time, I WILL PWN YOU. *evil smile*

She's so Sweet with her get back stare has set her status to Busy.


Daddy is a clean freak. He will faint upon seeing my messy living room and the unpruned plants. Argh. I took out shears and started pruning. And i hate weeds! I have to bend down, and some are really tough to pull off. Talk about eradication. I want to hire a gardener! Hopefully he'll be someone hunky. Its time to cajole daddy to increase my allowance. I got up, stretched my back. And thought aloud to myself " hmm. i want a dog. "

Raking up the leaves is the best part. I love playing with them. The leaves rustled and floated in the mid day breeze. Its so beautiful. I tried not to think of Eric. But i can't. Autumn was a special season for us. And it's our favorite season. He was a hopeless romantic, just like me. And right now, i wonder where is my heart. I'd lost it the night his car crashed. I don't know if i want it back at all. Everyone thinks that i'm crazy, it has been 2 years, but i'm still smothering myself with memories of him. Yeah, I must stop thinking of him.



I was lazy to cook. I spent 3 god damn hours fixing up the kitchen. I don't want to dirty it by frying fish. But i couldn't resist my sudden craving for fish and chips. Thus i ordered a delivery. I sat down in front of the computer, relishing every bit of the greasy but delicious dinner. SSX has finished its maintenence, and i downloaded the new Patch. I looked at the chat box of M1ndkiller's. He has gone offline. Great! Time for me to hone my skills without the interference of egoistic males.


By 9pm, i've already won a couple of games. I twirled my hair excitedly. Then i suddenly realised that its blonde. "CRAP". I yelled at myself. Im surprised by the deafening echos of my own voice. Dad will freak out upon seeing his brunette daughter dyeing her hair a sickening blonde color. He thinks that all blondes are dumb. I'd better do something. I called up my friend, who is currently studying in a Cosmetology course.

" PLEASEEEEE HELP ME!!! " I cajoled and pleaded flirtatiously.
" OKAY FINE! Wait for me. " He relented. I gave myself a pat on the back. Guys.

Craigven entered my house sporting a strikingly loud mohawk and in his sweatshirt. Talk about the weirdness of hairdressers. I will never understand.

"Make me normal please craig! and decent enough to face my dad. "
"A dye and some straightening will do the trick. It'll leave you looking MATURED. "
He raised his eyebrow suggestively.
"Damn, you are not helping! " I chuckled heartily.

He showed me the mirror. And it's perfect. I feel more matured already! Now i look more like myself. Craigven put his stuffs away, then got up to preach.

" Dearie, I know im naggy but.. "
" I know craig. I'm trying. I need time. "
" I will introduce someone to you! I swear! "
" Its not like no one wants me! "
" I dont care. Ok my mind is set. See you dear! hope things goes well tomorrow with dad. "

Craig gave me a hug and left. Left my mind reeling with atrociousity and tension about tomorrow.

I changed into my sleepwear, and slid under the duvet. I dont want to think about it! I have a sudden flashback. It has been long seen I last saw Daddy. I wonder if he's still as charming as ever. Gee. I miss him. I closed my eyes, and drifted off to sleep.


I washed up, and prepared tea. But my chocolate sponge cake kind of suck. I changed into some thing more decent and less scanty. I wouldn't want him to rant. I glanced at the clock. Okay good, I still have 1 hour to spare. I brought the newspaper in and started reading.

" FISH IN TAIWAN FRIED ONLY AT THE BODY TO ENSURE FRESHNESS. CAN STILL GAP FOR AIR EVEN WHEN SERVED ON THE PLATTER "

what the hell. that's sick. What's wrong with the world nowadays? I shrugged at the thought of the things they called delicacy. Like fresh monkey brains and sharksfin. *Drizzle
I heard rain pittering against the window panes. It's raining!


I gazed at the sky. It's overcast and drabby. It seems like a storm is brewing. So much for a cheerful meet-my-dad session. I guess Daddy will be late. I shall use the time to tidy up abit more. My living room still looks untidy.


I started dusting under my television set and emptying out the drawers. Then i found a photo album of long ago. I cleaned up, relaxed on my couch. But i thought twice. I know i will be upset upon seeing the photos. But my heart yearns to see his face, even if it's just a printed photo paper. They are the photos Eric and I took when we first bought a photo editor. My, he drew alot of lame crap on the photos.

I smiled and cried all at once. But i stopped crying upon hearing a familiar sound of a car pulling up at my driveway. I closed the album, and looked up. DADDY! His familiar silhoutte is so hard to miss. And from far, I saw a woman tagging behind. My heart lurched.

I dried my eyes and got up. Trying not to scrutinize the woman, I put on a smile and walked towards the main door.

Daddy gazed at me from behind the door and gave me an assuring smile. He still look as handsome as before, with his clean shaven face and sexy hair. Yet my eyes refuse to obey, as they keep staring at the woman. She looks familiar. But i couldn't place it.

I frowned at Dad, giving him the WHO-THE-HELL-IS-THIS face. He pretended to be oblivious to it. I pouted and opened the door grudgingly.



As i approached the door, from the look of menace on her face, I know that she's no normal woman. ( and she's blonde. wth!?! )

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end of chapter 2, comments please! and yes, the dumb blondes are inspired by the spammer on my tagboard :D cheers!