here's something for you darling.
we have been taking turns neglecting each other.. especially you. i always wish, if i haven't wanted to go to poly, and i just retake my olvls as well; will it be the same now? will i still smell the cigarette stench on your clothes? will you still wear those skimpy clothes i never knew you would? will you still skip your preparation for olvls because no one is there to motivate you? will you still .. the list never ends,. i cant even IMAGINE you holding a cigarette much less witnessing it with my bare eyes. i know you won't change. and i will accept that.
because you are happier now.
and, i think i want to blame myself. because that's the only thing i can do right now.
